meowing at you meowing at you i remembered you exist so now i am, as you might have guessed already, meowing at you. and meowing at you meowing at you some more. meowing at you. and meowing at you again. for good measure. purring and meowing and purring as well. and meowing! meowing at you, specifically. did i mention that i am, currently, meowing at you? meowing at you. meowing at you. and also purring. at you. meowing at you meowing at you. meow
hi op, i love this post so much i added some linebreaks to make it a poem because it is poetry
if you are lucky you will love someone and their hair will thin and their breasts will sag and you will kiss them everywhere over and over again
I was having a conversation with someone who was lamenting over how to maintain attraction to our partners as their bodies change and age and feeling self conscious herself about that process and I was like. we should be so lucky as to see them through these many years as we are seen ourselves. Hope that helps u understand
i’ve got one job i like and one job i don’t. i do like working at the clinic, i feel myself getting smarter! and i’ve met some pretty incredible people. i guess it would be silly to throw that away.
and i don’t like working at petsmart. i’ve been saying that, and haven’t been doing anything about it.
truth is , though , i’m not making enough money. i have $0. i don’t have a safety net, i’m in debt (((ab $600))) so i really have less than nothing.
that’s not true. i have aurelia and grant and rufia and roy and my mom and dad and sister ,, even some old pals that check up on me or the plants that i water and stare at. i love it all !
but what is this life? why do i live a life where i only enjoy 2 days out of 7 ?
i understand you have to work to get where you want. but how am i supposed to afford to live if i want to go to school? how can i cough up $750 a month and take 4 classes ?
it’s easy! you can’t!
well, not without a degree, anyway.
see the loophole??? ahhaahhaahahahahah
uhhhhhhhh well. i guess i just wanted to write this for the record. i feel like i’m about to fall in a pretty deep hole for a while.
it’s that time of the year !!
rufia gets sleepy, and i get sad.
saf for a couple days or weeks or months, and then i pull myself out of it again!
which REALLY makes me want to get diagnosed, and my parents have even agreed, except here i fucking sit.
it’s almost making me angry
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thanks for reading this if you did. i feel a lot better after get jt if out my feelings. i could have stood up and talked to aurelia about this but my knee fucking HURTS after this run i went on. plus i’m comfy in bed,,,,,,
yeah i also just. i wish. i could cease to exist sometimes. just sleep for a looooong time and only exit dormancy when i feel like it. because frankly, right now, i’d like to not exist. i don’t want to wake up in the morning and work. i don’t wanna talk to ignorant people and their stinky mistreated animals.
i do love coming home and seeing grant and being with aurelia. i love the greens on the trees and the bushes and ferns and th e animals that live and breathe and love and. i love this planet. and i feel like i’m wasting my fuxking time.
i only live one time and i’m wasting it. i’m 22 and i have nothing to show for it.
yeah OK i me a n. i cant say that. i’ve done a lot in this life that i wouldn’t ever take back. i love feeling the sun on my skin and grass between m y toes or the sweet smell of dew in the mornings and the twinkle of the stars at night
OK ! i think that about cleared my brain !!! i’m crying g now but i think that means it worked !$! tomorrow when i find the time, i am going to invest some time in creating a future for myself.
if i don’t start now. my future is going to look pretty grim i about 3 months.
